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Nov. 11th, 2005 @ 02:08 pm
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wow this thing is cute. its a newborn panda. i want it!
in other news, I'm back in B'ham. Last night I went over to Nick's for a little while as he was passed out. Tonight I'm going to my g-parents to eat steak and watch the game and I'll be back in Auburn on Sunday. Good times.Current Music: our lady peace-clumsy |
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This weekend was pretty crazy, well just Saturday. Friday night I didn't do shit because I felt like I was going to die. Saturday me and Paris went to the Panic concert. Its almost impossible to describe but it kicked major ass. We were tripping so I guess that made it cooler except when we had to talk to people, get hit on and during bathroom breaks. Afterwards we went to June's..Good times. Bruce and his friend were over there too.
Wesley sent me a text message earlier saying he's in the hospital with a staph infection. That's really scary. I just wonder how bad it is and how long he'll be in there. I'm kind of worried I might have one too since they're supposedly pretty contagious.
Since Loco's is not too dependable I think my next job victim is Touchdowns. I saw a hiring sign up for them today so tomorrow I will have to hit that up.
I'm about to go to sleep in a little while since I actually got up when I was supposed to today.Current Mood:  worried Current Music: John Lennon - Don't let me down |
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Sep. 29th, 2005 @ 09:52 am
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I just woke up. I meant to get up at about 7 and start working on whatever I'm supposed to do for English at 11 but I'm thinking about taking the easy way out and dropping it and retaking it with a little bit more motivation next time. After I've read the syllabus a few times the words "annotated bibliography,working thesis, and working outline due at beginning of class; essay exam" look confusing to me. An essay exam, what the hell is that? I am clueless in this class and I know I've already fucked up one essay, missed another and am behind as hell so I probably could barely pass with a C anyway. And that also means I can get fucked up on my birthday Thursday night next week and not have to worry about an essay the next morning!
On other things, I think I start at Loco's next week.
We went to Skybar Wednesday night and I hated it. I was bitching about the security and letting them know I would never be coming back. They are lame.
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Sep. 10th, 2005 @ 11:04 pm
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I'm for once sleepy and actually excited to go to bed soon and that's good for my 8:00 class tomorrow. Speaking of that, I think I'm supposed to have something done for that. Who knows. Last night me, Katie, Paris and T.C. went to Andrew's and walked over to the same party a couple of houses down that we went to last time we were over there. Anyways that was okay. I got a nice buzz even though I looked trashed walking around there cause I had on heels and I was sinking in the dirt and stumbling over rough spots in the grass. Later bar guy came over. I might like bar guy; I honestly can't tell and I can tell you he probably thinks I'm a complete nutcase. I ramble on about everything kinda like when I was blabbing about the Ladykillers to him the other night. He just kinda listens and laughs. But I'm not sure; I really don't know enough about him and he might be a little too country for me.
Today me and Katie went to the pool and really didn't get much laying out done cause Katie got too hot and thought she was gonna pass out. I HAVE to find a job this week. The funds are running out and I told my mom I had more money than I actually do. I'm really gonna miss all my freetime but I'm starting to feel like a lazy moron. I feel like I might be getting sick too. I really need some Vitamin C, damnit!
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Sep. 9th, 2005 @ 03:10 pm
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War Eagle! I feel much better now after this game than I was feeling last weekend. Last night was kind of lame. Me, Katie and Kelly and Kelly's friend went to the Highland's for about 30 minutes and left and thought we'd be goin' to some party Matt was at and apparently once we left he wasn't there anymore so we went to Matt and Jeremy's and hung out there for the rest of the night.
The Highlands was a lot of fun the other night. I need to remind myself that its not cool to pick up guys at the bar and its not cool to miss my 11:00 class because I'm too hungover. No telling what's in store for the night.Current Mood:  giggly Current Music: Katie's loud ass talking about how she can't drive!! |
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I have internet! Celebrate!! Me and Paris, and possibly T.C., Katie, Matt and Mike are going to the Highlands tonight to see Rehab; we just got done eating at Niffer's. The football game sucked last weekend; hopefully B. Cox will warm up after a while. I think he was just really nervous and hopefully the rest of the team won't suck so bad after a few games. Briton never came last weekend but as of Tuesday he was saying he was thinking about coming this weekend. who knows; at least I bought new sheets. haha.
I have class at 11 tomorrow and I need to write an outline before then. So this means doing it sometime between pre-highlands tonight or in the morning. hmm, I better get lots of free drinks tonight!
Sep. 7th, 2005 @ 08:25 pm
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I'm in B'ham at the moment for about another hour or so. Me and T.C. came here today to give my mom her presents since yesterday was her birthday.
We haven't really had internet in Auburn but I think we'll have it by tomorrow.
This past weekend was mildly fun. Sunday, as me and Paris were pool hopping, we got a little burnt. I thought it was gonna be worse but it turned out not to be so bad.
Friday night I hung out with June, David, Bruce,&David's friend Rachel and we came across other random people such as the guys from the garden district that we randomly met last year and we ended up hanging out at their place at Southern Edge. That was a crazy night. David spilled hunch punch all over my white shirt. I doubt I will be able to do anything with that. The most exciting thing that happened that night was Briton called me out of the blue(the only thing I've waited for, for the past 3 months) and wanted me to meet him on 280 but I guess he didn't realize I would be in Auburn so I invited him to come stay with us this weekend. He said he would but I'm kinda doubting it, especially since I haven't talked to him since. I've still got my fingers crossed though cause that would be all I need for a good few months. Saturday not much happened. Me and Paris went to Jeremy's to smoke and eat Subway and for some reason Jeremy told me I reminded him of Napoleon Dynamite.
Last week me and Paris went to see 17th floor at the Highlands and just about everybody we knew was there; it was kinda crazy. For some reason, it seemed like pulling teeth to get any free drinks that night. I don't know what was wrong with the cheap ass guys but they would come up to you and blab for a while and never offer a drink! It sucked! The only free drink I got was a beer from Owen. There were hardly any cute guys and its so boring talking to ugly guys at the bar, what a waste of time! Ha, that sounded shallow.
My school schedule is so easy this year. I just can't tell if the one day a week classes are gonna make things harder but so far my teachers seem to be nice and intellegent.
My mom was talking to my g-ma on the phone tonight and my great-aunt that has been in the hospital all summer long after open-heart surgery is probably not going to make it. I never imagined she would be there this long and especially did not imagine that she wouldn't come out alive. I've written letters back and forth to her since I was seven years old and now I'll never get to write her another one. She barely recognizes anybody now and they've been feeding her through a tube for so long that she's just starting to shut down. I really thought praying for her every night would get somewhere.
Well, I'm going to eat some pizza, and probably head back to the AU after that.
Aug. 30th, 2005 @ 06:38 pm
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We're moved into the new apartment now and the internet barely works here because we're bummin off somebody else's connection until we get our cable set up. This apartment is so much better than AU Trail. The only thing is we're pretty close to the railroad tracks so it can get pretty loud and its sucks even more cause my room is closest to the parking lot where drunk people come in and out.
I really don't feel like blabbing about this weekend because writing about it seems too drawn out and boring. I saw Andrew over at Eagle's Landing last night; he's a hoot. I told him to come hang out at our apt but when he called back I was too stoned to answer and then not long after that I passed out.
I don't know why I haven't gone to sleep; I have an 8:00 class tomorrow morning so I probably won't be able to wake up.
Bad news: Hott Justin has permanently disappeared from Auburn. Supposedly he went to Bonaroo and then to another festival in Kentucky and Jeremy says nobody's heard from him but he also said he would have been going to Ole Miss this year so its not like he would have been around anyways. My little heart is broken. No hott Justin. When will I ever find a guy? Its getting to the point where I can't take it anymore. 75% of guys seem like douche bags to me and whenever I meet a non-douche, they stick in my head for a while. This is the loneliest I've felt in as long as I can remember. Lately I've also realized how its been a long time since I've had contact with Gabe and its really strange how knowing him gets more faint all the time. I now feel like I don't know who he is at all and looking back on our relationship it seems almost like it never happened and the whole thing looks so "high-school" to me. That's probably the most amateur, meaningless realtionship I will ever have in my life. I think if I ever saw him again, it would be so awkward and I wouldn't know what to say to him. The funny thing is me and Gabe did not go together at all and though I once felt like we were really close , I know he never loved me and cared about me and looked at me the way I did him. I'll just become more of a faint memory to him as time goes along as he has to me. Obviously this is just one of the first signs to realize than I am started to finally get over him. *knock on wood*
This is kinda random but last week I planted some flowers out on our patio and today I saw a few sprouts so soon I might be a little gardener. I really didn't expect anything to grow but who knows.
More good news: Ben is coming to town!! I think its already in B'ham now. I gotta give him a call tomorrow and see and try to convince him to come to Auburn this weekend.
Okay, I was gonna write about more but I gotta go to bed.
Aug. 21st, 2005 @ 02:04 am
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So I'm not goin' anywhere tonight considering I need to move a bunch of boxes to my car and leave for Auburn early in the morning and I'm really not excited about anything right now, considering I lost another wallet last night. I JUST bought a wallet yesterday after I had lost my other one months ago and I had in my purse last night, in my car, and now its nowhere to be found. I've looked everywhere up and down. I drove down to Montevallo with Paris and Sean and we went to the Delta Chi house. I locked my doors before I went in and minutes after we got there Paris and Sean went to my car and stayed there pretty much all night cause they didn't really wanna be there and once they got out, hardly anybody was still at the house and we were standing in a clear view of the parking lot anyways so we would have noticed if anybody was getting into my car. Bad thing is Sean can't remember if he locked my doors, and I ALWAYS lock my doors so that scares me. After we left we went to Sean's and hung out inside for about 15 minutes and left. I just don't understand. Did I drop it somewhere? Did I bring it into Sean's and leave it somewhere? I'm so upeset. Why does this always happen to me? I only had about $35 in there and my license and insurance card, but that's $35 I worked for, a brand new license, brand new insurance card and on top of that, brand new wallet. Its just not fair.
Aug. 12th, 2005 @ 09:27 pm
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I have to leave for work in about 20 minutes. I really don't wanna go;I don't even know what time I'm supposed to be there-4:15, 4:30, who knows. I haven't had many days off and I won't be off again until next Thursday. I'm trying not to spend a dime of my money until Tuesday which is court. I'm hoping I'm going to have enough which I think I am and hopefully I'll have a little left over cause I really wanna do some more shopping. Working at Abercrombie makes me wanna buy too many clothes. There's a few new things I want to get there and I still wanna go everywhere else but it sucks cause I know I'll have to save enough to where I can be comfortable in Auburn until I find a job there but I think I've got it covered.
I can't believe I haven't gone to the beach once this summer; I went like 4 times last year. I at least want to go to a water park, maybe the one in Auburn or the one at Visionland.
Hott Justin was in my dream last night. It was pretty exciting but yet not really because the only thing that happened is he passed out and I got mad, lol. I can't wait to go back to Auburn for some hott Justin. I hope he's still around.
Alright, time to go be a pizza slut.
Jul. 22nd, 2005 @ 03:14 pm
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I'm so sick of everybody walking all over me these days. Last night Nick and Paris acted like complete little kids and were completely rude but then later something else topped that. Of course it involves Gabe becasue there's never anything not dramatic about Gabe. I called him back last night since he had called me about a week ago and his response was "oh that wasn't me. That was Hickey calling; he thought you were hot and I gave him your number." What the fuck?!? Am I a piece of ass for Gabe's loser friends? After I bitched him out his response was "okay, well it doesn't matter; we're over." Duh Gabe, that's what I fucking have to remind him of because he's crazy and bi-polar. Then he has the nerve to say "if some girl ever wants my number, then give it to her." And then I proceeded to tell him that no girl would ever want his number because he's fucking ugly. Nice try Gabe. I mean, who does something like that to their ex-girlfriend of a year that has never done shit to them? This almost tops everything disrespectful that he's ever done to me. I mean I just think its funny how he tries to pretend he doesn't give a shit about me and tries to talk hard when his friends are around but yet the next week he's crying to me and is staring at me all night at West Cherry's house. What a weirdo!
And Jason told me that he always talks about me and I guess whatever drama is going on between us.
I told him I wish he was still moving all the way to Seattle so I'd never have to see him again and he said he's moving to Southside now! OMG, he's fucking crazy!! I've never known somebody that wishy washy, stupid, immature and bi-polar. Why can't he just go away or pretend to be mature like he used to be(sometimes) when we were together. I really used to think he was growing up and that I had changed him. It would be different if I was just a compete bitch to him and if I had ever done anything to him. How stupid could he be to not be appreciative of actually having a nice looking normal girl? He seems oblivious to the fact that he's ugly, useless, that nobody likes him, and that I was the only non-trashy normal girl he would ever have. I might sound crazy in this entry but I don't care because this has really pushed me over the top; I am steaming, literally.
I can't wait to find fat ugly girls and give his number to them and he'll be like cool a girl called me. I'm gonna meet up with her and then I can hook up with her; maybe she'll like my small penis.
Ugh, I hate Gabe. That's all I have left to say; I wish I had never met him.
Jul. 17th, 2005 @ 05:29 pm
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One of the cops called my house today and I had to tell him my story for the thousandth time and he asked a bunch of questions. He said they found the car in Bessemer and that my purse was in there so I can go pick it up in Columbiana tomorrow. They still haven't caught the dude and my brother just came downstairs and told me the cops are outside talking to my stepdad. How random.
My phone is still off though it will appear to ring 3 or 4 times but my temporary phone should be coming in tomorrow; I feel so anti-social.
Jul. 6th, 2005 @ 07:34 pm
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Here's my story from Sunday night:
I'm on the way home from taking Paris to her car at Nick's g-ma's after we had been to some party with Anthony&his friends and Nick and Paris. I noticed a car behind me somehwhere around Old Cahaba in Helena and they were slightly riding my ass. I didn't think too much about it and then as I'm about a minute from the turn to my street the dude flashed his lights and passed me and a few seconds after that he started braking and then finally completely stopped in the middle of the road. At this point, I'm thinking what the hell is going on? Does this guy have road rage or something? Then I see his little black figure running out the door towards my car with a gun and then I took off around him on his passenger side and drove as fast as I could trying to figure out the smartest thing to do and I thought maybe he wouldn't keep following me but sure enough he caught up with me once I turned onto my street and continued to follow me all the way down the driveway. As soon as I got to my driveway I layed on the horn hoping somebody in my house would wake up and that it would make the dog bark like crazy outside. It just had to be my luck that my cell phone wouldn't work. He was on my ass all the way there and rammed the back of my car too.Instead of stopping where I normally would I ran all up in the yard and stopped right next to the front porch and in front of the dog pin just knowing I was about to be shot and die right there in my front yard. He runs up to my window with his gun pointed at me again, mumbles something about my purse, I threw it at him and he ran off and about that time I heard gunshots and my stepdad yelling. I ducked down in my car and prayed for a minute until I knew he was gone. Hearing that was probably one of the scariest parts of it since I couldn't tell who was firing the shots and what would be happening once I got out of the car. I think my stepdad only got a few shots in the car; too bad he didn't get the dude.After that my stepdad called the police and I ran inside crying and tried to explain what had happened to my mom. The cops said there was a black Tahoe like the one he was driving that had been stolen earlier in Bessemer and that he was probably the same guy that ran up to some lady at her house in Hoover and told her he was lost and tried to get in her house but she beat him to it and locked the door.
Now I'm terrified to drive by myself at night. I slept(or tried to sleep)with my light on all night. I stayed at home for about an hour and a half by myself today before my mom came home and I was freaking out the whole time. There's no way I can sleep like this every night; I don't see how I'll be able to ever feel safe at this house anymore. I can't ever stay out late anywhere from now on unless I know I'm somehwhere where I can crash. Now I understand why it freaks my mom out when I don't come home until 2 or 3 in the morning every night because apparently shit like this can happen to anybody. There's way too much going through my head now, especially knowing the dude knows where I live, knows my car, has my license(which is about all he has since half my stuff fell out of my purse while he was running). I keep thinking about what would have happened if I would have gone somewhere else and my stepdad wouldn't have came outside shooting at him. He probably would have raped me and killed me and that would have been the last of me. Its made me paranoid as hell and I hope more people will realize why its not smart to drive around so late at night by themselves, escpecially girls.
Jul. 5th, 2005 @ 04:27 pm
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Last night was the scariest night of my life, so far. I don't have time to write about everything that happened since I'm about to go to my cousin's house for the 4th but I'll talk more about it later. Basically I got chased down by niggers(yea call me racist but these were niggers, not black people) all the way to my house, got rammed by this stolen tahoe while going down my driveway, had a gun pointed at me and got my purse stolen. More details later...
I believe I will have to stay at my grandparents house tonight so that's kind of a bummer and my cell phone is not working right now. Nick dropped it in my margarita last night so its getting better and it still rings on the other line like 3 or 4 times so its not that I'm not answering; its just not ringing.
and happy birthday to Katie!!
Jul. 4th, 2005 @ 11:48 am
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Nothing too exciting has been going on lately. I've just been working a good bit but I still haven't started working at Abercrombie yet cause those bastards scheduled me for this week when they didn't even take into consideration my OTHER job so I had to get June to fill in for me and another girl is taking one of my days for me. Next week I'll be at the Papa John's in Riverchase too and Nick's already there. I'm gonna be really sad to leave Inverness though cause I really like everybody up there and am already comfortable there. Why can't I find jobs in Auburn like I can in B'ham? Last night I had to go to an Abercrombie meeting that lasted 3 hours! We had a meeting at PJ's tonight and it only lasted 15 minutes but Abercrombie said we get a free pair of jeans so that's kick ass but we have to wear them everyday or we can wear another pair of their current jeans; they seem so strict there and too many people come off as really fake and I can't handle that.
Last night Paris, my brother and myself went to Auburn for a short little visit. I kinda miss the apartment and I wish I could've stayed a little longer but I doubt I'll really get a chance to since I'll never have a day off this summer.
The other night I went psycho at Gabe's house with the help of a little xanax. At the time I was just bitching and crying and talking crazy and didn't think too much about it. Later the next day I realized I must have been acting like that because of the xanax because I remember one time in Auburn when I did the same thing after that. He was being a dick to me but now I don't really care because when is Gabe actually not a dick? oh yea, I remember, it was the first couple of weeks we dated and maybe like a total of 5 random times since I've known him. I realized I was pushing it and I wish I could set a different pattern because we go through the same thing over and over again. I just want us to get along before he moves cause I know I won't see him for a long ass time and I won't be used to that at all.
I actually got a text message from Briton the other night which was kinda odd because I was at Gabe's house at the time but he basically was just saying he heard about me getting arrested so it wasn't too special.
The bruise on my arm from getting my blood drawn at the doctor last week is making me look like a heroin addict and I think I'm getting some kind of eye infection in my left eye because its been itching like crazy for the past few days on and off.
I want to hit the pool up tomorrow and the rest of the week whenever its not raining, who's down?
Jun. 27th, 2005 @ 11:10 pm
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So me and Paris went to jail last night and it sucked a lot but was funny at the same time. I'm glad I had been arrested before because otherwise I probably would have been freaking out. We got some weird dudes to buy us beers and we were walking through City Stages and looking at the t-shirts when a
dyke bitch walks up to me, shows me her badge and asks for my I.D. They took us to a little tent area, made us fill out paper work and we thought we were gonna get to leave when another cop told me to stand up and put plastic, twisty-tie cuffs on me and Paris and put us in the back of the car and took us to the pin. When we got there we were laughing, dancing, being loud, trying to slip out of our twisty ties, etc. To sum up what it was like in there: most of the cops liked us and were cool, Lindsay Smith was in there for the same thing and so were a bunch of other girls along with one crackhead(literally) and 3 other black girls. We finally got out by our parents at about 5 something this morning which was odd since I had no clue my mom knew I was in there and didn't expect her to be there. The B'ham jail is a odd place and if I ever end up there again I'm never goin' upstairs with the crackheads.
I really need some sleep. I've only had about 2 hours since I had to wake up at 9 and go to orientation at Abercrombie since June got me a job there. I really wish today wasn't father's day. There's just too much shit going on and I'm not sure if I wanna go back to City Stages tonight. I kinda wanna go just for a little while and hang out and get some use out of my weekend pass and maybe I'll find the dyke cop and kick her ass.
Jun. 19th, 2005 @ 02:21 pm
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I'm starting to get a really big headache right now. I've been crying so much since last night. I went out to Blair's and Briton and his friend Brandon, Katie, Kelly, Matt, Josh, Kristen and Mary were all there and we went to Firehouse which apparently is some hole in the wall bar out there I never knew about. It was okay there. We just played drinking games and then randomly Briton and Brandon disappeared and didn't say bye or anything. Just to take a wild guess I'm thinking maybe he was mad since I really didn't talk to him while we were there. This is also something I always did with Gabe, and I'm just not good at paying attention to a guy if I'm out somewhere where there's a bunch of people. I really don't know for sure if that's why he left but I'm guessing it is. I tried calling him a few times and he didn't answer and didn't return my text message so I guess I've fucked up something that might would be good again. I really don't know what to think right now.
Jun. 11th, 2005 @ 11:56 am
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I had a good time last night. Went to Anthony's first, then to the Delta Chi house in Montevallo and saw people I enjoy being around, drank some keg beer which seems rare in Birmingham, went back to Anthony's and attempted to play strip poker which only Paris got naked and we stayed awake till daylight and went home, good times. I don't know why I'm awake right now. I think I'm kinda drunk and its still early and my stepdad is home so I can't go try to lay out. Creepy.
edit: this entry is messed up. I wrote this like Saturday morning and then realized I somehow posted it on the drunkards community instead of my journal and then I tried to re-post it to the same date and I guess it didn
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Jun. 4th, 2005 @ 11:09 am
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I think last night was the craziest night I've ever had in Montevallo. I never thought that was possible in that town. Philen had invited me to Chase Rye's birthday party and it was quite interesting. One minute I was dancing, and the next thing I remember is waking up on the couch cuddled up in a blanket. I feel like an idiot and like a bum for actually passing out somewhere; I haven't passed out at anywhere other than my own house in a while. No more shots of vodka for me. Paris, where the hell are you? Why do you always run away with strangers?
Jun. 1st, 2005 @ 01:39 pm
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Fuck that Carrie bitch. Bo should've won. Oh well, maybe Helena will finally calm down.
May. 25th, 2005 @ 08:57 pm
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